Jantina

Heee...

Aku rasa semua teringin untuk ada family tree yang lengkap.  I mean father, mother, daughter, brother and so on la..

Same goes with me.  I am at the point of dreaming about having a son to complete my family tree. Hehehe..  But its just a dream la..not desperately wanting to have son.  Nope. Never.  

So we had go through a 4D scan on early of April.  Sadly, the gender cannot be seen.  My baby was asleep and crossing legs.  The doctors cant seem to find a way to look at the gender.  Poor Beti, Papa and Dhia. hehehe. and it cost us RM110. kikiki..its ok la baby..later we'll meet each other jugak kan..pujuk Beti kepada diri sendiri. hehehe

So we just berteka-teki je lah about the gender.  But secretly, we've already have a baby boys name to be given to this baby. hehehe

So yesterday, something came up that makes me nervously wanting to see my baby.  Perasaan ni rasa macam baby tak aktif tapi masa tu baru jam 3pm. Sape yang checkup dengan Klinik Kesihatan maybe dah already understood about the procedures yang kalau babys movement tak cukup 10 But i really really feel that i have to check on my babys heartbeat.  I was extremely worried.

So my husband took me to the clinic.  Annur Presint 15.  Met Dr. Hayati.

Tengah2 doctor scan baby..husband mencelah.."Doc..kalau nampak jantina tengok sekali..hehe"

Mula2 doctor macam not sure about checking the babys gender because of the babys position.  The legs were at the bottom yang sempit.  Susah sikit nak teropong katenye.  But suddenly "eh..burger" I was like..err..burger??ok blurr..ape tu..lepas tu cepat2 okeh faham..sooo its burger :) not a hotdog. hahaha

It cost us RM59. hahaha...eh murah pulak kan kalau tau buat scan macam ni je. hahahahah

So I am now tengah bizi cari nama baby girl pulak coz awal2 haritu we secretly bizi finding a baby boys name kan..so kerahlah otak cari nama baby girl pulak dalam masa 2bulan ni.  In syaa Allah, can you please pray for my babys health.  Pray so that she will be 'push out' safely. hihihi..

And..pray for my health too.

Dear daughter, 

i hope both of you will always have each other forever and ever :)

Bye for now gaisss!!!

Emotion vs Hormon

Its been a long time...huhu

Aku rasa aku kena rehat dari alam facebook lah..ntahlah..banyak sangat berita buruk dari FB yang aku dapat.  Benda-benda ni memang mempengaruhi emosi aku.  Sangat mempengaruhi.

And..the worst part is..aku boleh relatekan benda2 yang buruk tu terjadi kat orang2 yang aku sayang. Why???

Baca berita kanak-kanak dilanggar, aku menangis..

Ni baru kejap tadi aku baca news pasal budak laki kelantan yang kena culik masa teman ayah pegi masjid.  Pun terus lah aku menangis sebab terbayang kalau itu terjadi kat aku.  Nauzubillahiminzalik. 

Seriously..i have to stayyyy awayyy from FB.  

erghhhh


update on 28th May 2015

konon2 nak elak tengok FB dan website2 yang mengerikan, pinjam novel cinta, baca novel seharian, sekali dalam novel tu ada pulak part dera anak..damnnnn....Y?? dan Beti pun menangis lagi.  I am so weak la pregnancy kali ni.  Bukan weak dari fizikal but emotionally weak.. Waktu pregnantkan Dhia dlu, kemain lagi..CSI kau tengok siap sambil makan, xgeli, tak mentally tortured langsung. huhuhu