Follow up

My bad..haha..caption dalam fb saying "1st follow up" buat org tertanya2. Ingat aku dah berbadan dua.  Foinnneee tak sabar btol korang nak tengok kegergasian aku kan. Sesuatu sangat.

After 5days of treatment xda sebarang perubahan.  Kene lah jumpe Dr semula. Hmm..

Jumpe Dr kat luar..kne jumpe plak dgn ketua Dr. 2x lah mata ni kne tekan. Thanx but no thanks!

Dapat surat refer ke Hospital. Allahuakbar  sangat berdebar!

Ke hospital - buat check bace abc cm org rabun tu. Foinee lepas elok mata ni aku kne pegi kedai spec..mata aku makin kabur.

Jumpa Dr kene cuci mata.  Sakit sgt sbb aku gelabah.  Padahal dh letak ubt kebas.  Sbb husbnd aku pun buat bende same tp dia boleh xperasan bile Dr cuci!!!

Seriously mata aku ringan sangat lepas tu!

Dpt sambung mc smpai 5Feb!

Selesa!

Kbai

I'm sick!

Okey..due to my great-package of virus..I now declare....holiday trip to the lala land...tidooooo secara marathon! Yeayyy

Banyaklah yeay nye...it is not a big yeay if u have to stay at home doing nothing but sleep! Ok maybe a small yeayy I can guarantee. 

But but but..I 'loovee' to have this rather than let the virus jump into my Dhia. Not ever.  Nauzubillah tak nak Dhia sakit2.

Im kinda boring for what I advised to do is just rest n do nothing that involved big movement. Sapu sampah? No no no. Mop? Cannot..cuci bilik air? Ammmakkk..padahal ni lah yang aku nak buat bila ada peluang kt rumah.

My conjunctivitis is nearly to bad condition.  Nearly feel the eye ball were falling out! Kesakitan yg melampau! Ulser dalam mulut pun tak nak kalah! Pms..tak penah2 sakit melampau..kali ni sakit sampai demam2! Over!

Ape2 pun..Alhamdulillah feeling much more better today..but not to the stage of a great wellness. 

Mata masih merah
Ulser still there
Pms gone
Fever gone

Drink more water Beti!

Nak cerita pasal holiday haritu...later lah!
Till then ;)))

Lemon cheesecake!!

Such a great evening when a colleague came to my room and bring me this!!

I always adore every single lady who can cook! And bake as well.

Kalau tengok Anna Olson or Nigella masak kat channel afc..boleh ternganga!

Kalau tgk Jamie Oliver lg lah..haha..tersembur2 air liuq..bahaha.. (sape peminat jamie oliver phm kot) hihi

Seriously...sedap gile.cake ni. Sedap than any other cake yang aku penah rase. Penah rasa kat SR tp cpt muak! But yours are to die for! Haha over tak mak?

Very light and creamy.
A very rich cheese flavor combined with a touch of lemon. 

Ok miszein..you can.proceed with pavlova!;))

Demam Yang Tiba-Tiba :(

How would you react when you receive a call from 'Taska' stating your child has a high fever?HIGH?

and

How would you react if the call followed by SMS from the teacher sounds like this

"Sorry kak, mintak akak datang cepat sikit sebab badan Dhia panas sangat terketar2 dah die"

It gives me heart attack when i experienced these two situation. Panic!

Much more panic when i had it while tonsssss of work were smiling at me on top of my table..arghh...

I cant even think more and rushingly finished my last task (in my case) which is a letter to YB Menteri Dato' Joseph Entulu.  Speed up my movement, printed out the letter and gave it to my bos.  While my bos 'scanning' the letter, my mind cant stop thinking about Dhia and suddenly "En naz, sori saya nak balik, taska call kata badan Dhia panas sangat2" (sambil kecikkan mata menanti penuh harap jawapan positive dari bos) 

Alhamdulillah positive, quickly i drafted all the invitation letters that should be sent out by last Friday, so did the card! It took less than 20 minutes for me to finished it all up.  Perghh..couldnt agree more, i am a superpa. bahahaha..

Packed my things and rushed over to the carpark.  Damn!!  A car blocking.  I just hate this.  Just hate this when it happened to be on my superduperpanicmoment!  Called the owner - no answer.  Inhale. Exhale. Call again.  Alhamdulillah, the owners answering the phone apologizing for the nonepickedup 1st call stating that she was in Surau - praying.  O Allah, please forgive me for the nonestop bad words that i throw to her for the nonepickup 1st call (believe me this happen once in awhile and i just throw those bad words to the wall of course - maki sorang2 je pun. macam lah kau berani sangat Beti nak marah2 org - hahha)

Oh, Syukur sangat coz it was about 2.30pm and my husbands were at home.  I asked him to go to the Taska first to make sure Dhia's condition is under control.  Alhamdulillah praised to you Allah.  He got there in less then 10minutes and text me to be chill, speed in a safest way. ahaha..macam mane nak buat tu?

Kesian sangat tengok muke Dhia merah2.  Alhamdulillah syukur jugak sebab cikgu bijak dan cepat merawat. They bathe Dhia.  To make sure the degree's didnt get any higher than the current degree which was 39degree.  Sobs.  Thank you teacher sebab sayang Dhia :(( Okeh, ni aku pelik sebab Dhia mampu lagi gelakkan papa die bila nampak papa pakai helmet.  Sampai hati. hahaha.

We head on to Lita Alis Clinik located at Presint 9.  Its a BIG NO to the KK untuk kes2 emergency macam ni.  Gile nak tunggu giliran. 

Register-meet the docs-got the medicine-pay and go home. RM68++ (this is what i always say to my friends - duit emergency untuk anak sakit) coz we, gov servant takde panel2 untuk kau sesuka hati pergi private clinic.  We need CASH!

It was a hectic(less physically but more to emotionally)evening!  Alhamdulillah we passed it with zero argument (sebab bile panik selalu nak marah2) and much more love to each other..eccewahhh

So our (me and Dhia) plan to spend the weekend with BIL's family are broken:(  Sadly coz i planned to get some tips or recipe for any special dish that i can cooked for my family trip/picnic this coming weekend.  Just want to have something that is 'rare' for my family. hahaha..(hope i can find one coz i had no idea - no idea - nadaaa)

So i guess i just have to contact my Biras lah kan?

Actually, I am haunted by the guilty feelings towards my Biras coz taking Alang along with me since my husband were away.  I had no choice other than that or else my husband have to send us back to Ampang (rumah mak) which i dont think a purrfect place for recovering process.  I just have to stay at home.  Its not that being dependable but taking care of a sick child may give you extra high blood pressure especially memang dah kenal sangat anak sendiri tu kan...macam mane nak sembahyang?nak mandi?nak makan? Kalau Dhia sehat, i would be free to do anything right?

So i guess i just have to say sorry which thats the only thing that i can do.  Sorry.

Hope she understands my situation.  

My God..forgot to tell u, the high fever had caused Dhia a small ulser behind her cheek.  kecik je punnnnn... but she accidentally bite the ulser, gigitan tu menyebabkan darah yang nonstop keluar, banyaknye darah tu macam Dhia tu patah gigi and much more worst is it caused Dhia hilang selera makan.  Sakit yang menyebabkan Dhia takut nak masuk makanan dalam mulut.  Pity her.  

Alhamdulilllah...by today, the degree's normal.  Alhamdulillah.  Still on antibiotics.  Dhias at school and her mamas at work.  Struggling to finish my tonsss of work that i left that day. uhuhu..but still  manage to have a couple of minutes for blogging..ehehehe..thats me, always have a minute.kihkihkih

Okay..stop for now.  i'll get back to you later. Daaaa

2014!!!

Ikut tahun 2014 aku dah 28tahun.  Erk..lagi 2 tahun nak masuk 3series. Foiinee.  Apa ada pada nombor kan?hehe (ayat sedap hati).

2013 aku tinggalkan dengan tenang.  Walaupun tegang tu kerap muncul. Alhamdulillah.  Allah masih sayang aku.  Jatuh bangun 2013 aku hadap sorang2 dengan pinjaman kecekalan dari teman sebantal.  Alhamdulillah lagi. Syukur.

Biaselah bittersweet of life kan!

Alhamdulillah jugak..syukur tak terhingga bilamana Abah masih bertahan sampai sekarang melawan cancer.  Allah panjangkan umur Abah bila doktor bagi tempoh cuma seminggu untuk bertahan.  Moga Abah diberi terus kekuatan untuk terus bertahan.  Sampai bila aku tak tau..hanya Allah swt saja yg tau.

Sepanjang tahun 2013 aku dan keluarga cuba bertahan.  Alhamdulillah mampu bertahan.  Bergilir-gilir bawak Abah berubat.  Ke sane. Ke sini. Ustaz sane sini. Hospital jadi rumah kedua.  Biar apa pun 'org luar' lemparkan, Alhamdulillah kami tetap bertahan.

Tahun 2013 aku mulakan dengan memulakan kehidupan sendirian dengan husband.  Kalau sebelum ni balik rumah mak ada makanan dah sedia.  Duit belanja kurang guna.  Tak payah risau nak fikir anak dah makan ke belum, dah mandi ke belum sebab anak dengan mak. Tak payah risau nak kemas rumah.  Tak payah pening nak basuh baju sebab mak sendiri nak basuh walaupun ditegah. Tinggal nak lipat je. Tak payah fikir duit pampers, duit susu (sbb masa tu Dhia breastfeed).  Semuanya mudah!

Bila dah hidup sendiri dah tentu2 semuanya sendiri.  Bekal anak ke pengasuh, upah pengasuh, nak beli jiwa pengasuh.  Awal tahun perit sangat sbb masalah pengasuh.  Cuti dan EL memang mainan je. huhu.  Masuk suku tahun, beransur lega.  Pertengahan tahun sampai awal September struggle dengan hal Abah.   Syukur sangat2 sebab keluarga mertua paham, niat nak beraya sama terpaksa ditangguh.  InsyaAllah panjang umur, tahun ni kita raye same. huhuhu

Pengakhiran untuk 2013 Alhamdulillah elok2 saje.  Syukur sebab husband diberi rezeki untuk kembali beraksi.  Biarpun bukan dikalangan favourite tapi Alhamdulillah rezeki.  Syukur sangat2.  Masa suntuk dengan family tapi kami kejar jugak masa tu utk dapat bersame (perghh pandai kau kejar2 masa kan).  Alhamdulillah.

Kesimpulannya..2013 penuh dengan cerita suka duka aku, husband, Dhia dan keluarga.  Padat!  Sampai susah nak elaborate kat sini. hehehe

Azam new year??

Ermm..mau hidup lebih sihat!  

Dah jumpa hotspot utk beli sayur dan buah murah! sebab Putrajaya sume pakai timbang!hehehe

Jadi terimalah sarapan pagi pertamaku di Tahun Baru

okeh tipu, semalam 1.1.2014 aku makan roti canai sekeping pagi sebab semua kedai tutup n aku byk misi pagi semalam. Gambar atas ni breakfast hari ni. 2.1.2014. ehehe Aku harap misi aku dah mencernakan roti canai durjana tu. uhuhuhu

Nak makan sihat! Nak work out!  Nak tu nak ni..bla bla bla..hahaha..mula sikit2 la Beti..tak payah nak propa sangat!

Permulaan 2014 ni jugak..ehehe..setel mane yg patut..hari ni Bonus.. tapi bonus itu berlalu pergi gitu je. ehehe...Alhamdulillah, syukur sebab ada orang yg murah hati nak bagi Bonus, tak kesah la kau nak buat ape pun janji Bonus tu aku dapat, ahahahaha..macam biasa awal tahun bayar Pendaftaran Taska.  Hampir 1k..nasib tak cecah, kalau cecah jugak..kasi pejam itu mata!

Okeh..untuk korang2..aku doakan segala hajat korang tercapai.  Korang sehat2. Bahagie2.  Ceria2.  

Bye!