Demam Yang Tiba-Tiba :(

How would you react when you receive a call from 'Taska' stating your child has a high fever?HIGH?

and

How would you react if the call followed by SMS from the teacher sounds like this

"Sorry kak, mintak akak datang cepat sikit sebab badan Dhia panas sangat terketar2 dah die"

It gives me heart attack when i experienced these two situation. Panic!

Much more panic when i had it while tonsssss of work were smiling at me on top of my table..arghh...

I cant even think more and rushingly finished my last task (in my case) which is a letter to YB Menteri Dato' Joseph Entulu.  Speed up my movement, printed out the letter and gave it to my bos.  While my bos 'scanning' the letter, my mind cant stop thinking about Dhia and suddenly "En naz, sori saya nak balik, taska call kata badan Dhia panas sangat2" (sambil kecikkan mata menanti penuh harap jawapan positive dari bos) 

Alhamdulillah positive, quickly i drafted all the invitation letters that should be sent out by last Friday, so did the card! It took less than 20 minutes for me to finished it all up.  Perghh..couldnt agree more, i am a superpa. bahahaha..

Packed my things and rushed over to the carpark.  Damn!!  A car blocking.  I just hate this.  Just hate this when it happened to be on my superduperpanicmoment!  Called the owner - no answer.  Inhale. Exhale. Call again.  Alhamdulillah, the owners answering the phone apologizing for the nonepickedup 1st call stating that she was in Surau - praying.  O Allah, please forgive me for the nonestop bad words that i throw to her for the nonepickup 1st call (believe me this happen once in awhile and i just throw those bad words to the wall of course - maki sorang2 je pun. macam lah kau berani sangat Beti nak marah2 org - hahha)

Oh, Syukur sangat coz it was about 2.30pm and my husbands were at home.  I asked him to go to the Taska first to make sure Dhia's condition is under control.  Alhamdulillah praised to you Allah.  He got there in less then 10minutes and text me to be chill, speed in a safest way. ahaha..macam mane nak buat tu?

Kesian sangat tengok muke Dhia merah2.  Alhamdulillah syukur jugak sebab cikgu bijak dan cepat merawat. They bathe Dhia.  To make sure the degree's didnt get any higher than the current degree which was 39degree.  Sobs.  Thank you teacher sebab sayang Dhia :(( Okeh, ni aku pelik sebab Dhia mampu lagi gelakkan papa die bila nampak papa pakai helmet.  Sampai hati. hahaha.

We head on to Lita Alis Clinik located at Presint 9.  Its a BIG NO to the KK untuk kes2 emergency macam ni.  Gile nak tunggu giliran. 

Register-meet the docs-got the medicine-pay and go home. RM68++ (this is what i always say to my friends - duit emergency untuk anak sakit) coz we, gov servant takde panel2 untuk kau sesuka hati pergi private clinic.  We need CASH!

It was a hectic(less physically but more to emotionally)evening!  Alhamdulillah we passed it with zero argument (sebab bile panik selalu nak marah2) and much more love to each other..eccewahhh

So our (me and Dhia) plan to spend the weekend with BIL's family are broken:(  Sadly coz i planned to get some tips or recipe for any special dish that i can cooked for my family trip/picnic this coming weekend.  Just want to have something that is 'rare' for my family. hahaha..(hope i can find one coz i had no idea - no idea - nadaaa)

So i guess i just have to contact my Biras lah kan?

Actually, I am haunted by the guilty feelings towards my Biras coz taking Alang along with me since my husband were away.  I had no choice other than that or else my husband have to send us back to Ampang (rumah mak) which i dont think a purrfect place for recovering process.  I just have to stay at home.  Its not that being dependable but taking care of a sick child may give you extra high blood pressure especially memang dah kenal sangat anak sendiri tu kan...macam mane nak sembahyang?nak mandi?nak makan? Kalau Dhia sehat, i would be free to do anything right?

So i guess i just have to say sorry which thats the only thing that i can do.  Sorry.

Hope she understands my situation.  

My God..forgot to tell u, the high fever had caused Dhia a small ulser behind her cheek.  kecik je punnnnn... but she accidentally bite the ulser, gigitan tu menyebabkan darah yang nonstop keluar, banyaknye darah tu macam Dhia tu patah gigi and much more worst is it caused Dhia hilang selera makan.  Sakit yang menyebabkan Dhia takut nak masuk makanan dalam mulut.  Pity her.  

Alhamdulilllah...by today, the degree's normal.  Alhamdulillah.  Still on antibiotics.  Dhias at school and her mamas at work.  Struggling to finish my tonsss of work that i left that day. uhuhu..but still  manage to have a couple of minutes for blogging..ehehehe..thats me, always have a minute.kihkihkih

Okay..stop for now.  i'll get back to you later. Daaaa